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[14 Mar 2004|01:47pm] |
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People who talk shit need to be stabbed in the face..
People who talk shit can kiss my ass..
FRIENDS ONLY
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| Is that what you call a get away.. |
[10 Feb 2004|08:30am] |
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Ok.. So i stole this from Chad. =) Fill it out and put it in my guestbook thing. <33
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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| Everyone's always stuck on everything you do.. |
[10 Jan 2004|10:50pm] |
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Fuck people and there drama.. Fuck people talking shit. Fuck you for backstabbing me.Fuck you for lying.
Do everyone a favor.. And kill yourself..
...PLEASE
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| Jet Black New Year |
[01 Jan 2004|12:05am] |
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I didn't expect new years to be so lonely..
Hope everyone had a good time...
Hope everyone is safe..
..Jessika..
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[27 Dec 2003|09:11pm] |
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Mae "giving it away" |
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Boys lie. It disgusts me how much you can trust some one.. Then out of no where they screw you over. You disgust me. The thought of your face makes me want to vomit. I can't believe i ever let myself feed into your lies. I'm moving on 110% and i think i have an idea who i might be moving on with. You know who you are <3 I'm out of here.
jessika
..ps... i hope you BURN
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| Wanna disco? |
[24 Dec 2003|03:45pm] |
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Beloved "Aimless Endeavor" |
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Well Tomorrow is Christmas.. It doesn't even feel like it. I think it's gunna be an OK christmas.. I miss all my friends.. I hate marissa being sad.. It's super lame. So yea.... I don't know what else to write about.. This post is super lame and almost pointles.. So yea. I'm gone
jessika
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| Get down like a pimmppp |
[10 Dec 2003|08:09pm] |
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WEll today was my birthday.. My sweetie pie Marissa brought me balloons.. What a great friend.. I laaa her. <3 Shauna got me a gift toooo i heart her aswell.. Hillary made me a super cute card with a rose.. And jerry made me a bday card too! Today was a half day.. And i got freaking dress code from some old hag!! Oh well.. After school marissa took me to lunch.. We ate at ruby's then went to the mall.. And we saw mister trenton there and he took us home like the sweet heart he is. We had fun. He is halarious. We get to marissa's.. And we go up in her room.. And she tried on her winterformal dress with her new necklace and earings i helped her pick out.. So we go in her momma and papa's bathroom and we were looking through her drawer and we find THE TIGHTEST glasses EVER! We took cutie pix.. I still haven't figured out how to attatch them to my posts but oh wellll... I got good stuff for my bdayy... yeayyuhhh! Tomorrow my sissy and her boy toy come home.. I'm sooo excited!!! i miss her like wooooah.. This weekend should be fun. YAYY! WEll i gotta go.. I gotta go put together shauna's bday gift.
xoxoxo
///jessie///
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| Time After Time |
[08 Dec 2003|06:42pm] |
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Blondie "heart of glass" |
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WEll i'm sick as a mo fo :( it sucks.. My body feels soooooo heavy.. yucky.. i didn't go to school. haha.. suckers.. Friday was fun.. Went to the movies.. Stayed the night at marissa's.. Saturday marissa stayed the night the sunday the fam came over. good deal. My sister in law is pregnant. I'm gunna be auntie jessie <33 lol But yea.. My birthday is in 2 days. I'm excited. Saturday im gunna go to hollywood and go shopping since im not going to winterformal :( ooo well. have fun girlies i'll miss ya! Well thats all i gotta say tonite.
xoxo
jessie
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| Dont wake me... I plan on sleeping in.. |
[02 Dec 2003|07:39pm] |
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Well well well... Miss Marissa just left. She's a fun girl <33 I came home to a rose on my door step from wesley. How sweet. Sucha good friend. I hung out with silly boy lover face aaron =) I'm not sure how to attach pictures to my posts.. But when i do i'll put the ones we took. Today was on okay day.. It could have been better. My dad got rid of my dog =( Bleh.. I'm still really sad about it.. He bought me pirates of the caribbean... I'm gunna watch it when i'm done with this ish.. I wanna stop cussing.. He just makes me gross. Yuck. I need to stop. Anywho.. This weekend.. Hopefuly will be a disneyland weekend. Iono what else to say.. So yea..
xoxo
//jessie//
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| Cross out the eyes. |
[24 Nov 2003|04:49pm] |
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The cure " just like heaven" |
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Bleh. Boys are retarded. Every time i open up to one it turns around and slaps me in the face. I thought he liked me.. He knew i liked him. This sucks. Why does this always happen to me? I try to be myself, and it works for a short amount of time. Then bam they change their mind. I'm sick of this shit. From now on i'm just gunna wait for a boy to fnid me. I'm not even going to care anymore. I wont kiss another boy unless he is my boyfriend. Random "hook ups" are fucking retarded. I wont do that anymore. Kisses are only to be given in a relationship. Thats that. I need to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve. Fuck boys.
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| When you sayyyyy my nameee <333 |
[17 Nov 2003|08:07pm] |
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WElll my lovelies!! I have to say i had THE best weekend! Saturday i spent my day with my lovely friends! Marissa called me up and we headed on over to disneyland.. And went to down town disney and hung out with leah hillary megan and scott. We chilled with them for a bit. Then went to cali adventure and then disneyland. And we met this cute boy whom is a whore for cheap sex i must say ;) but he was an ass like whoa! We left when the park left! I love leah and marissa! They are the sweetest! We had a lot of fun.. just the three of us! And i must say we need to hang out a lot more! I think i have a crush on a boy.. But i'm not gunna say who.. Cause whenever i do.. it usually ends up jinxing me :( But yea. This is week will hopefully go by fast. I'm so glad its done with andrew. I shouldn't even be wasting my time writing about that ass hole, but whatever. He is seriously the biggest prick ever. I hope he gets beat up :) I'm so happy i can finally stand up to him! Anywho. Saturday marissa and i are trying to go to Saosin.. But we aren't too sure if it's gunna happen. But oh well. We might hit up disneyland again sunday or next weekend. I'm all outta things to write about. So i'll post later!
<3 <3 <3
..:yessie:..
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| i'm gunnna be alright... pssh.. like you didn't know that! |
[14 Nov 2003|11:29pm] |
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mewithoutyou "silencer" |
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Well, i'm doing a lot better! I'm starting to get out and mingle. It's fun. I'm talking to this guy justin who seems pretty cool. He is so adorable. i love it. I love marissa! she is so awesome. She's pretty much my new best friend. This friday i'm gunna go see Saosin <33 I'm excited. :) Saturday marissa and i might hit up California Adventure. That otta be fun. I'm starting to like school a lot more. I love all my new friends. They are so awesome! All the anger towards andrew is slowly fading away.. thank god. Well, i'm gunna hit the hay. <3 <3 <3 yessie
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| Your favorite weapon.. |
[12 Nov 2003|05:50pm] |
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Story of The Year "until the day i die" |
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I seriously don't like boys at all anymore. Andrew I'm so sick of being rapped around your finger. I loved you more than anything.. And you took me for granted. All i did was love you. And you made it all out like i was doing something wrong. I tried so hard just to make you happy.. And look where it got me. I hope she breaks your heart, and you hurt like i'm hurting right now. I am just stuck in my own worst dream The one where you rip my heart from my chest Come back for a kiss, and burn whats left.This is not where I die for you This is where I stop crying over you. But I cant walk away Im bound here by hope. Tied here by memories They hold me steadfast. What has brought me this far? It was not supposed to be this hard to breathe. I did everything i could to make you happy.. But it still wasn't good enough. I'm going to get over you. Just watch.
</3>yessie
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| Hmmm |
[01 Nov 2003|05:15pm] |
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Further Seems Forever "Pictures of Shorelines" |
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Well Well Well I hate my life. :)
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| woah |
[25 Sep 2003|12:02pm] |
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Cursive " A Gentleman Caller" |
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Wow! I haven't updated this in forever and a day! Geezee... Well, not to much has been going on, except all of the stupid drama andrew causes! But yet then again "its all my fault".. Or so he says. I'm over it. :) This weekend, I'm going to menifee town to see all of my friends.. The football game should be interesting. I'm gunna hang out with sami for like the first time in forever! I'm kinda excited about that. School's going pretty good.. I can't stand all the work though :( I'm all sick and stuff right now.. I din't go to school.. But oh well i get to go see my friends tomorrow!! Well, i gots ta go.. I'll update this again later!
xoxo
//yesssiiieee//
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| .:RaWr:. |
[01 Aug 2003|12:29am] |
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Underoath: When the sun sleeps |
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Yep. Well, my bestest paly jolynn is over here! WE are havin some good times. :) She is a great friend! I love her to death! Rawr. Well , today i went looking for a top that would match my baithing suite.. Mission FAILED. I couldn't find one.. But my loving sister said she would look for me in Temecula when she went down there on Friday. What a gal! I wanna go to the beach.. Err i miss ruben.. He is gunna go camping for a week.. And there is a high possability that i will go insane.. He is a cool cat. :) Hmm, i dunno what else to write about.. So im out.
//yessie//
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[30 Jul 2003|02:00pm] |
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A static Lullaby : a song for a broken heart |
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"A Song For A Broken Heart"
Take this for what its worth, this song...my smile,
I write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas
and the wall that must have said your name,
Weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now,
would a noose replace his lips?
Can a song replace a broken heart?
Can a song replace a broken love?
On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless,
tonight I don't even have the stars to hold on to...
Paint this red...
Her picture will remain unbroken she cries tonight "I fall in love"...
Wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight I'm not alone...
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...
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| YaY |
[30 Jul 2003|01:24am] |
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Brand New: Gurnecia |
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Well lookie here! Ruby made me an LJ! YaY, aww he is sucha cutie! RaWr! Today i painted my room yellow. Good deal. I need to get the rest of my paint, so i can do all the stars. I was covered in yellow paint by the time i was done.. yuck.. Ruben called at like nine And wanted to stop by.. He's just so cute, i couldn't say no.. So, i looked all slummy.. I had just gotten out of the shower. Him and Greg came from showcase. Greg is a cool guy. LoL.. He's phone is determined to survive. LoL.. Well, not much more to write about..
Final thought.. Drama SUCKS
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